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[01 Aug 2004|05:36am] |
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oh yeah i havent sleapt all day yesterday or today i dont know what happened i think i forgot how to.??? i dont know
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[01 Aug 2004|05:23am] |
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its been a long time since i've written in this thing o well whats up everybody ok thats all
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| just a little bit of stress |
[03 Jun 2004|12:05am] |
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i just spent 8 hours on a project after figuring out that if I do what i want to do in the future that i will be a dissapointment to my family and im probably gonna drop out of school if i dont pass this year.
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| fuck you |
[03 May 2004|10:47pm] |
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i know you guys might think im dumb and you might think that your doing a service by telling me but fuck you i know im dumb its who i am and america didnt win 2 world wars so you could go around pointing out peoples flaws
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| just read |
[22 Apr 2004|04:44pm] |
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We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
"Get a job, you fucking slob," is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll
I'm the man you've been dreaming of."
But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls."
And then she heads for the clinic and
she gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner
and they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
before I broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start
I knew this kid named Max
who used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late
he liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big old fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it comes that way
at least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
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[06 Apr 2004|09:24pm] |
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FUCK
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[19 Mar 2004|11:20pm] |
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i dont care weather you do or not but for all you fucks that do FUCK YOU! i hate people that lie to me even if its something small like callin me up or something but whatever fuck you all i dont care if your my friend or not.
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| greeto |
[18 Mar 2004|09:26pm] |
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dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow.
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[05 Mar 2004|12:54am] |
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tryin to sleep but all this silence is keeping me awake.
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[19 Feb 2004|10:56pm] |
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what is going on with everyone. most of the people i know lives are going to shit this sucks cause theres no way at all that i can relate to any of them so i dont know what to say to them well fuck i guess im not that good of friend if I cant help them out in their time of need thats me for ya. i guess i've ignored life for to long now its all coming back to me in a big rush and i dont know what to do i cant just ignore everything again. i dont see why drama exists it sucks for everyone involved i think people should just chill and think about what there doing and the consequences and if they fuck up they could've stopped themselves but they didnt so you know exactly whos at fault and theres no real drama. i need to fucking sleep but i cant because my body wont let me its fucking retarded. fuck this im out.this shit makes me sickill just listen to him and all will be better.... fuck yeah thats what the world needs great music.
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| wtf? |
[19 Feb 2004|09:16pm] |
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what the hell is going on it seems like this life will never end.i love the sense of fear and i only get it when im ready to die so here we go life.
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[11 Feb 2004|09:44pm] |
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ok this is just a filler cause i havent written in a while so here ya go if you have anything you want to say to me just post!.....
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| shit life |
[04 Feb 2004|05:47pm] |
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fuck this world im through with it
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[02 Feb 2004|11:18pm] |
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this sucks my scheduale got fucked up i hate it i cant ditch 6 th anymore fuck i hate this school. Fuck cypress
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[01 Feb 2004|10:29pm] |
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seriously you guys reply am i a scumbag!? do it and be honost or you will have a shitty life
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[01 Feb 2004|10:27pm] |
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i am a scumbag ha! fuck you all! jk i give love to all my friends but fuck the rest of you! other than that listen to HIM and all your troubles will be better...
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| midnight again |
[01 Feb 2004|12:40am] |
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hey everyone or no-one fuck it ill write any way. well today was good i guess hung out with some friends and what not but this weekend feels wasted owell its midnight again and i still am up every midnight for the past 4 years ive been up shit aint that something? owell shit happens well im gonna go do other shit ill write later i guess if i want to
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[28 Jan 2004|10:59pm] |
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duh if you dont know your a knucklehead |
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HIM ROCKS!!!!!
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[28 Jan 2004|10:46pm] |
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probably not gonna go to sleep tonight this sucks im gonna fuck up at school owell its only finals fuck it i like to say fuck dont i? I should stop.....fuck owell listen to HIM and everything will be
fan-fuckin-tastic
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